The beginning at the end - part 1

I've often thought about creating an anonymous blog.  I guess now it doesn't have to be anonymous.

I've been laying in bed for 6 hours without sleeping and finally decided to give up and try something different.  So if you stumble across any typos or spelling errors, I'll blame it on the lack of sleep!  (I've already double checked how to spell "whose" and "beginning."  Perhaps this isn't the best time to type something out...)

I don't know how to play the role I've been given.  Nobody ever gave me a script.  In fact, this is a completely different movie than I signed up for.  The one I've been preparing for just got trainwrecked. 

Which begs the question, whose life is it anyway?

The answer:  "I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me."  (Galatians 2:20)  I gave my life to Christ a long time ago, so if this is the life he gives back to me, so be it. 

Expect plenty of bloopers and awkward moments if you're watching, though.  I've never been great at improv.